Like literally….
And it’s not as cool as people would think
He’s my bestfriend, I hang out with him all the time, before and after we got together…and now he’s claiming that I’m wrong for always asking to go out with him when he goes to his friend’s house to hang out
But who else am I supposed to hang out with?? I don’t have any other friends….and I never noticed that until tonight
He’s out having fun, not worried about me at all, and where am I? Sitting at home lonely with noone to talk to, laugh with, smoke with….nothing….
I think what hurts the most is that he doesn’t want to hang out with me, when he pointed out that I always try to go out with him….it made me feel like an annoying younger sibling that’s always trying to tag along….and that hurt…
I never…I mean NEVER have a problem being with him, I love hanging out with him, I never even guessed that he felt that way….and now I just feel like he’s tired of me and that he needs time to get away from me or something
And now it’s 3AM and I don’t think he plans on coming home anytime soon….
I don’t know what to think….I don’t know how I should feel, should I be feeling this way? Am I just overreacting? Am I weird for crying right now? I don’t know…
I feel like I should just find new friends….but that’s not what I really wanna do….I LIKE hanging out with my boyfriend alot…
I don’t want other friends…hell, even if I do hang out with other friends I still want him around
I’m sad…
